跳跃的原因 The Reason I Jump

温柔的主观体验，没有过度浪漫化，但后半段有点没收住，没能把导演追求的“无言沟通”坚持下去。

1.5.22 Zebra. 做Helferin免费看的。买票的观众都是老爷爷老奶奶，有一个奶奶每次看到影片里孩子可爱的动作都会发出慈母的笑声。一对老夫妇买了两杯白葡萄酒，打赏了影院2€的小费。

成片用七年积累的素材试图还原出自闭症患者的第一人称视角：每段都是从放大的视觉听觉刺激入手，再收回到常人视角解读。虽然存在过多旁白这种令人反感的元素，但相对拍摄难度整体观感还算不错。纪录片最难让拍摄者成为透明，而这种隐藏在本就对周边极为敏感的自闭症患者面前更具挑战。而且为了呈现 “从强烈的感官碎片开始，再通过记忆逐渐拼凑出完整世界”的感知过程，镜头角度和收音质量的把控也都做到了最佳。字母拼读的表现方式触动性很强， 当最后那句“change the conversation by being part of the conversation” 连起来时，我一边在内心感慨 “god, he’s more articulate than I am” 一边看前排老哥扶起眼镜在擦眼泪。

［］do they also have trouble getting up every morning? so couple mins ago I fell asleep doing homework n dreamt that I was still doing my homework but at my uncle's house. the second he came in I noticed that there was still music playing, I said I was sorry n I turned it down. tbh all of these happened so real like it happened just now.

极其特别且有积极意义的纪录片 用声光影像展现了自闭症患者的感官世界和现实困境 Come to understand them and let them be part of the conversation. Their future is connected with ours❤️